Sunday, November 27, 2011

Take and Take?



Is there such a thing as equal love in relationships? Or will there always be one person who loves more? 
The quote "marry someone who loves you more than you love them" comes to mind.  

For those that believe in the above quote, what is the driving force behind your belief?
And for those who disagree..enlighten me.



Oh, I need
The darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
I need this 

I need
A lullaby
A kiss goodnight
The angel sweet
Love of my life
I need this 

Is it dark enough? 
Can you see me? 
Do you want me? 
Can you reach me? 
Or I'm leaving 

You better shut your mouth
Hold your breath
Kiss me now you'll catch your death
Oh, I mean it



Natalie Merchant

Monday, November 21, 2011

It's that time of the year again...

I am thankful for...

Every breath I take, every morning I wake
God
The parents that have shaped me to be who I am and love me unconditionally
An older, beautiful sister that I idolized growing up
The cooler older brother that will always make me feel 10
A baby brother that is my polar opposite one moment and twin the next.
Nieces and nephews that I cannot imagine my life without
Friends that take me as I am and come back for more
Classmates, who motivate me and put up with me all at once
Phone calls from people who hate talking on the phone
Moving forward
Honesty
The person in line who sees that I have two items to their forty and says "go ahead"
Texts that remind me everything is going to be okay
Sunshine
A great pair of jeans
Hot chocolate with whipped cream
Being someone's favorite
Pumpkin scented anything
Wine
Good beer
Long hot baths
My favorite tee shirt
Freedom
Mom's home cooked meals
Getting out of class early
Naps
Fudge caramel brownies
Fleece sweats
Flowers
Cookbooks
Laughter
Love
You













Sunday, November 20, 2011

I worry. I sob. I laugh as if it were my last laugh on earth. I hold on to your every word. I'm paranoid and will over analyze those words.  I can't help it if I'm manic when it comes to you. I am constantly giving it my all. Always.  I recognize the fear. I've been there too. No, I take that back. I'm there too. 
I am sorry for putting you on a boat that you don't belong on.
I'm blogging in my head. Which is great, but my head doesn't dump its contents onto my actual blog.

Saturday, November 19, 2011

I'm a crazy girl, I just need to accept that.   :)

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Damn, I know the funniest people.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Remind me to take that step back more often.